6 weeks!

6 weeks as of yesturday, 6 more weeks to go til the end of the first trimester, 6 weeks to go til I'm done my probationary period, 6 weeks to go til I can tell my work...

This past weeks been a bit hard actually. My metabolism seems to have sped up and I can't seem to get full, or rather stay full. As soon as I'm hungry I feel nautious and when I'm nautious I have a hard time eating. I am also really tired. Tired and nautious, that's been my fifth week. I hope the sixth is better. I am actually having a hard time accepting that I can eat more. I rarely over eat and it may sound funny, but it's hard to break the habit of eating the amount that I always eat. The amount that can usually sustain me throughout the day suddenly is not enough and I'm finding it difficult to accept that I can eat more. Because there is already such a limit to the foods I can eat, finding new foods that fill me up and work well in my crazy system, is difficult to say the least. My body is definatley changing though, so I have to catch up right quick. My breasts are huge, I have a slight bulge to my tummy which doesn't seem to go away, but my arms and fingers seem to be shrinking a bit. My rings keep falling off, which never happens...

...And I'm nesting! It's crazy, I've been selling off our furniture and replacing it with furniture that better suits our place and our needs. I have been looking at real estate and sailboats and houseboats and property like mad. I don't want to rush into something just because we have a child on the way, but at the same time, it seems like an excellent excuse to finally do something. All this talk and no action, let's finally make a decision, close our eyes and step off...